In The Catcher in the Rye, Holden Caufield, the main character in the book refuses to grow up because he is infatuated with childhood and being a child and having the freedom children have and wish he was younger than he really is. Throughout the novel, Holden struggles with different things because he cant accept the responsibilities that come with growing up. Holden is obsessed with childhood because he chooses to live in the past of his two younger siblings, Allie and Phoebe whom he thinks are perfect and everyone should be like them. Allie is his brother whom had died of cancer. The main reason why Holden acts the way he does is so he could hold on to the memories he had as a child and with his brother. One of the main themes in this book is the fear of growing up. An example of this would be when Holden gets kicked out of Pencey Prep, his high school, and refuses to go home and tell his parents because he's afraid of the consequences. In the beginning of chapter nine Holden says "...She wouldn't've been the one to answer the phone. My parents would be the ones. So that was out." In this part of the book he's talking about getting off at Penn Station to make a call to his younger, sister but he thinks his parents will pick up and he doesn't want to tell them whats going on.